[Review ] Face Shop Rice Water Bright Cleansing Foam

Hey guys, I’m still alive, how is everyone? From the previous posts I’ve been having a rough time with life and all (getting better, but still stressed and sad..) , but what can you do right? Anyways, enough with the depressing stuff.


I got a review on the Face Shop Rice water  bright cleansing foam! I think this is a first beauty related review I did on this blog? Anywho, I got this product I think 2 weeks ago, and let me say I love it! The Face Shop is a South Korean beauty brand that specializes in all things beauty like, Skincare,, makeup, face care and more. There items are not at all expensive, (I live in Canada, so other places may be cheaper. ) I paid $9 for this product. So I guess let’s just start with the good?


-Price wise, like I said above it was fairly good. $9 is a good price, compared to some drugstore cleansers. I haven’t really looking much into high end stuff, but I was looking for one  under $20 good face cleanser. And so I found this one. There is another one that’s the same Rice water, but its a gentle exfoliater. The lady there said it was ok to use daily too, but I opted for the foam one because I already have an exfoliater.

-The smell wasn’t too strong, and I actually like the smell. It’s not “ricey” or whatever, and it doesn’t smell chemicaly either. The smell is faint and nice, I don’t know how to describe it, but it’s nice lol

-Cleans my face nicely! It’s gentle enough and it doesn’t leave your face quenching for moisture. It feels so smooth after I moisturize too! It does foam a little when you rub in your face and the product is smooth to apply.


-I don’t see much brightening effect on it? I’ve been using it for 2 weeks now, and I don’t really see much of a difference. Mind you, I have fairly pale skin…(don’t ask why I bought something meant for brightening) I think initially, it kinda sort of brightened, but then it changed and went back to normal, so I think the whole brightening thing is kinda untrue. So if you want to lighten your skin, don’t really depend on this, but it a good cleanser!

Overall: 9/10 This review is simple and short xD but I hope you get the gist of it and do try it out! oh and it works for all skin types which is plus! 😀

I don’t want to give up…but…

Hey everyone..I got another rant here, and its something that’s been on my mind 24/7. I just don’t know anymore. I feel like I can’t fully be happy. I mean, obviously there are things in life that will get you down, and having a positive mindset helps a lot but…..for me it’s so hard. >.< So, it all revolves around being still unemployed.It has been now over a year since I last graduated…and I still haven’t found anything yet. It is so frustrating and pathetic….I so feel hopeless…

On average, I probably apply to maybe 6ish openings in a week, I’m doing it more frequently and am applying to places that are not even hiring. I’m that desperate. Everyone wants experience…how am I supposed to get it, if no one gives me a try? That’s pretty much my whole life…i feel like no one gives me a chance to open up..and they just leave.. anyways why am i comparing that?

2015 is halfway gone…and it’s scary, because I’m so afraid that I won’t find anything for this year either. I don’t care about the money (for now), I just want experience. I want to be able to finally update my resume and say that I did this and that. The thing is, I keep reading everywhere that its good to connect and network. How can I do that…I\m not putting the blame on my social anxiety..but its so hard for me. I can’t go to a place and talk, heck I can’t even put myself out there in the first place. Back in school, I was doing well, (or at least my profs said so) and it really made me feel that I was doing something awesome for once. And now after graduation…its like, everything is all gone.

I’m so lost and typing this up is making me cry..( I’m at the library again…can’t cry yet…). I’ve applied to countless openings, and nothing. I even found very suitable ones, like ones that don’t want experience or what not and still nothing. The thing is, I got this one reply from the studio in my city, and they asked me to do a test. I was so happy, and replied saying I would love to do one. A week later…they never sent me the test. So I followed up and now it’s almost a week has passed….still no response. If they weren’t even interested in the first place, why the hell do they bother to ask me to do a test… When I saw that email, I knew I should get my hopes up and be all happy, but of course, I was happy because it had been a while. And now look, it was all for nothing. I’m back to square 1.

Everyone is getting ahead of me..even I feel like my sister is getting ahead of me. (as the previous posts can tell..) what should I do? I keep telling myself, it will get better. I know very well that getting a job won’t make me happier, heck it’s going to drive my stress level and anxiety to a whole new level. But…I would feel like this is what I’m supposed to do and that I’m on the right track. I pray every night for something, even if it’s just another opening. I’m at the library again and haven’t found another opening. I really do hope and pray that I would find something…I said that in a post probably a year ago, and look at me now.

The scary thing is that…at least once a day, I would have suicidal thoughts. Yeah. I just…hope it doesn’t come down to that. sighs…hoping for a miracle..somewhere…

Sibling Rivalry?

Hey everyone! I’m back again…with another rant! Whoo…I love ranting…ok..

Anyways, from the title above you can see it’s going to be about my little sister..yeah. OK, first off, I love her to death, she’s one of my best friends and she makes me laugh (even though her jokes are so stupid lol) and ya..but, there are times when..things just don’t go well. I mean, its pretty common, you can’t expect a perfect relationship 24/7, and girls fight with each other! so there’s no question about that. Also she is 5 years younger than me, so right now she’s 17 I think? lol so you can do the math and know my age..

K, now that I got that out-of-the-way, there is some things that she does that kinda bothers me. OK, so you all know that I have social anxiety..and my sister is kinda like that, but not really. I mean she’s quiet and shy too, but I really think she can be a lot “Braver” than me..if you know what I mean. Now thats not the problem, you see I kinda feel like she knows about my SA. I never told her, I only told my mom and my close friend. But I kind think she’s aware of it, because sometimes I would go to her and tell her about my problem and I can imagine her connecting the dots and realize I have SA.

Sooooo…fo some reason, I think she uses that to maker herself feel better? Does that make sense? OK, for example, she would blatantly say, “Oh, me and friends are planning to do this and its going to be much fun.” or ” my and friends the other day went to do this, and it was so funny like omg.” -___- do you see what I mean? And her whole random comment has nothing to do with what we’re doing. She goes ahead and says and flaunts the types of things to somehow evoke an reaction from me. And of course I would be like, “what” and in my mind, “where the hell did that come from?” She has been doing that for a while now. And its been happening more recently and frequently. Like really? I mean if we’re talking about friends or whatever, I get that she would share that, but out of no where, she just says things like that. Flaunting that she has more friends than me and that it’s fun and everything.

Yes, she does have more friends than me… Am I jealous? Very likely. I mean, there’s this whole back story I had in high school and its just I wished I did more things back then, and then I wouldn’t have to feel so crappy about my present life..but thats a whole other posts. I dunno, I really don’t want this whole thing to get to me, but it happens more and more! Why is she doing this?

She would also show me all of her good marks and be all smiley and happy…and I just congratulate her, but really…what is she aiming? Make me feel like shit, that’s what. And its working unfortunately. She gets better grades than me, she has more friends than me…who knows..what she’ll beat me next. I don’t know, I just feel like being the older sister, I’M the one that supposed to do all that, bt it seems like she’s getting more ahead of me.

Anyways, before writing this I had a whole rant going on, but now I’m typing this it doesn’t make any sense. I really hate her for doing stuff like that. And I really think she’s doing this to make herself feel better. Why else would she randomly say those things out of the blue. And she acts so oblivious,but at the same time, looking over to see my reaction. Uggh…
I’m trying to not let this get to me. But I have a feeling, one day if it happens again, I will seriously blow up..and that’s not what I want to happen. I don’t want to make myself a bigger fool than I already have. I feel like she kinda has me on the palm of her hand and since I tell her some things, she thinks she can just twirl me around and play with my feelings freely. Yeah, thats how I feel. And remember, she’s friggin younger than I am…-_- It really pisses me off so much, you have no idea. And from the other past posts,m she copies me too, and you know how I feel about friggin copy catters. Not only she’s exceeding in other things, but she’s taking all of my interests and things that makes me unique.

anyways,I have to go now, but that’s the gist  of everything and it’s so annoying. I mean I could I just tell her how I feel, but I really don’t want her to see anymore of the “real” me, you know? anyways, that’s all…I have another post that I will post soon, but yeah. See you next time…

Anime North 2015 Haul~!

Hello, gonna make a quickie post right now! I am currently at he library cuz you know me, no internet…and also that our house has a viewing, so we can’t go in for a few hours. But 2 days ago (may 23), I went to ANIME NORTH! yaay, from my previous posts I talked about going to AN, and well, I went with my guy friend and his group of friends, which turned out…surprisingly OK. There are times when it was awkward, because I had no idea what to say next and I’m just there..

Anyways, I didn’t cosplay, but I did make little cat ears! I would post a pic but its on my main computer right now (im on my laptop) so maybe I’ll insert after. But yeah, I just wore cat ears, and AN was actually nice. I went last year with my college friends, and so that made me want to go this year too. Maybe it’s because I’m in my nerd/anime phase again right now, so that’s why ahaha.

Seeing everyone dress up made me wish I went and dressed full-out too! I had some ideas of who I wanted to be next year if I do decide to go. I want to dress up as a guy lol Its either, Akashi, Kuroko, Ciel or Alois (all short guys lolz) 😀 But I’m aiming to be either Ciel or Alois, because, why not? Or I could be a female Murasakibara which I saw once! ^_^ I didn’t take a lot of pics, 1, being that I didn’t bring my big camera and 2, it was hard for me to ask people for a picture >.> But it was nice seeing favorite characters come to life! I was actually hoping I’d see a really good Murasakibara cosplay, and I dunno…maybe then ask for a picture and a hug lmaoooo (because Mura is gigantic and huggable) ❤

animenorth2015boughtitems_insta<—-(A pic of everything that I posted on my Instagram!)

But I did buy some merch, not as much as some others, but I bought some. As you can tell it’s mainly KNB stuff hehe Here are the posters, I wanted an official art poster, (in a scroll form) but surprisingly couldn’t find it! So I settled for this..


and a lovely fanart poster! ^_^


And I got KNB buttons of course…super cute!


I got an Zorua plushie! Awww, I love Zorua! I was aiming for Azumarill or Marill plushie (because they are my fave) but couldn’t find them! though I found a derpy looking Marill xD But Zorua is just as cute, and It was the last one the seller said! 🙂


Lastly I got this suuuuuuper adorable, huggable, squishy cute giant pengiun/duck plushie! My sister says its from an anime? If it is please tell me! I want to know! The label is in Japanese and it’s just so cute! :3 oh wait i just googled it and its a Sumikko Gurashi PLush! 😀


Well that wraps up my AN haul, wished I bought more, but I was concerned of my money aha D: I had a whole shopping lists, but KNB merch was my main priority! ^_^ anyways see you next time in the middle of writing ANOTHER rant…

I have a serious problem…

WARNING: I’m swearing in this post, you’ve been warned

Yup, from the title, I really feel like I have a problem. And before you start thinking I do drugs…no, I don’t, it’s not about drugs, not about drinking or whatever you may think. YOu’re going to think its soooo ridiculous (which I totally agree, but I really can’t stop thinking about it) Anyways , here we go…

So, like everyone, I have a pet peeve (well I have more than one aha). My main pet peeve, is I literally HATE when people copy me. Yeah. I absolutely hate it. And that’s pretty much it, whatever someone copies me, I get so frustrated and angry. See how dumb that is? I really wish I wasn’t so bothered by it, but it just gets me so friggin angry!!!
The reason why I’m posting this dumb rant, is because someone I Know has crossed the line (lol). OK, obviously I”m not going to mention any names here, and if that person so happens to stumble on this…GOOD.

OK, so what happened was, the beginning of the year and on, I’ve been really obsessing over a certain show (not gonna say that one either, but you probably can guess it) Now, its takes me a while to be obsessed with a show, and the show that I’m watching is just too good, so I ended up being obsessed over it, but that’s besides the point. So I have this friend and A little back story,a few months ago, he didn’t know anything about it, but noticed that I was watching it. He told me his friend watches it and it was good and all, but he never really had “motivation” to watch it. I felt unsure whether or not I wanted to recommend it to him, but I ended up saying it was a good show. And so, I would occasionally post little gifs from the show on tumblr , or I would post on instagram of the little items I got relating to the show and so, obviously he saw that I really into it.

And so, fast forward to now, my friend just recently started to watch that show too. I met up with him a week ago, and boom, he surprised me with an excited face saying he watches the show and is totally loving every single bit of it. -_________- baaaad move buddy, you don’t even know how fucking frustrated and pissed I felt inside. Even typing this up, I want to punch something. I’m that angry. UGH. SO anyways, he’s really into it now, and he’s just bugging me saying it’s so good and is being a friggin fanboy and it just makes me sick to my stomach.

The day when I met up with him, I actually told him about how I felt. The only thing I regret, was that I felt I wasn’t strict enough, and I didn’t really put my point across to him. SO he’s just yapping away, posting stuff about it, making such a big deal and omg it just gets me so mad. The thing is, I think its HIM that makes me mad, like, ok, we have a long history and let’s just say he doesn’t “view me as just a friend” if you know what I mean… I tried picturing my other friend liking the show, and yes I would still be bothered, but I wouldn’t feel that mad and won’t feel my blood boil to the point I would post this dumb rant up. I feel like he’s always trying to like all of the things I like, just so he feel “closer” to me…-_- If that isn’t creepy enough.. (there are lots more of that, but then the posts will be forever long..)

I really don’t know why this is making me feel so angry, I’ve always been like this, I would get so mad over someone copying me. LIke before when my sister copies the same music or genre type I listen to, I get so friggin angry!! And now I have this guy right here, acting like he’s not killing me from the inside, and is just going around spazzing happily and uuugggh, I literally want to hit him. You have no idea.

So yeah, that’s my serious problem. I feel like there was more to tell but I’m so pissed right now, I can’t even think straight. I don’t know what to do, I ranted to my sister about it, I even told my mom for goodness sake. Am I the only one like this? Deep down, I realize its such a dumb and unnecessary thing to worry about, but really, it just hurts. I can’t stop thinking about it, and it gets me so fucking angry. Also, I only get pissed whenever its someone I know that like what I like. If it’s a random stranger, I’m not gonna be like, “yo, stop copying me” but if its someone I Know aka a friend/sister whatever, I become the She Hulk literally…

I think it all falls down to is feeling unique, you know? I don’t give 2 shits about having common interest with him, it’s just so annoying..he’s annoying. Whatever, I’m trying my very best to get over this stupid hell hole I”m in, I can’t stand it. Like I really try to be obvious to him that it pisses me off, but he just doesn’t get the fucking message. *rolls eyes* Men…

ANyways, I’m trying to cool off right now, I feel like I’m having a panic attack or something. I should really go do something else before I really hit something… If anyone has any help or feels the same, please….(and I don’t mean common sense shit like, ‘YOu shouldn’t get made over something like that..’ BECAUSE I CAN’T HELP IT..>___< )
Sorry for the stupid rant and for my swearing…sighs

My rant about the ending of KnB Season2….

Alright, I told myself that I won’t write this , because 1. I’m like a year behind lol and 2. I’m kinda over it…but not really? But its nagging me in the back of my head, so I was like oooook, I’ll just get it off my chest. ok from the title, you can see what I’ll be ranting about…for those who haven’t seen it yet, spoiler alert! also this is my opinion, so if you got yours, wonderful..this is mine *puts hands on hips sassilly* <- is that even a word?

NOw….let me just tell you…..I HATE HOW IT ENDED. I’ve read some other comments and opinions about the match and most felt the same way, some had their own reasons, but here are mine.

OK, so first off, I spoiled it for my self a looooong time ago, I already knew Murasakibara was going to be in the zone, I just didn’t know when he would. SO, I’m watching the last 2 episodes, and omg there is just too many things that are bothering me about the whole match.

My main concern is the fact that Kagami went into the zone….again?!?!1 Yah, again, now ok, I know that Seirin is the main team to cheer for, blah blah blah…but honestly…Kagami going into the zone again makes it too jarring. Its like, they always need to depend on the zone in order to win. -_- LIke, I know it was that time of the story where the zone was being introduced but even Aomine said that it is harder to get into the zone for the second time…. And Kagami got in like it was a piece of cake. Also it was because of like, friendship or something like that, made him get into, whatever. That was the main reason why I had my jaw drop for the entire match, not because of amazement but because of disapproval. Also, the time limit in Kagami’s zone felt way too long. I know in reality it was probably like under a minute or 2, but I don’t know, and when he was doing his Jam thing (lol), it looked like he got even more boost from the zone and just won like that. Is it just me, or do I hear favouritism?

Second reason is that, why Murasakibara couldn’t jump at the last second? HOnestly, when that happened I literally choked on my spit. Like really…OK, let me just put it all out there, I am a big Murasakibara fan, and when I saw that I seriously couldn’t take it anymore. It’s like, that’s another excuse for Seirin to take home the point. I read some comment saying that there was a really subtle clue that showed Murasakibara’s “weakened” legs (It was the part where Kagami went for a three point but it didn’t go in), it showed Murasakibara kinda grunting (?) and Kuroko looked kinda shocked. I honestly thought KUroko’s reaction was because he knew the shot wouldn’t go in, but anyways that’s besides the point. So yeah, I know Himuro sort of explained it saying that he couldn’t jump because he was jumping around for the entire game, but stil…it just felt too unbelievable..in a bad way of course.

And then third, is the last half of the game, the rest of Yosen seemed irrelevant. It was only Murasakibara and HImuro, and the rest were kinda just there (or not even there..) In the beginning They were all hyping their heights and defense skills, and then the last half Seirin was like, OK, let’s just charge in like no one’s home! No big deal right? -_-

Anyways, other weird stuff some people were saying is how KUroko was able to smack the ball out of Murasakibara’s hands in the end. I kinda thought it was as wee bit jarring but not really, I Mean, Murasakibara was hunched, with his knees bent and torso curled, his arms were not really extended, so in my prediction he temporally became maybe 6″4ish? KUroko is 5″6 (correct me if im wrong) and he jumped and raised his arms up adding to his height maybe close to 6″5 or even higher. I thought that was more believable than Kagami being able to be in the zone the second time. And there’s Kiyoshi, returning from his trauma, and miraculously able to jump in to help Kagami push the ball out of Murasakibara’s grip. I don’t know man, I don’t know…

Now the things is, story/plot wise, it all “makes sense”. Seirin is the main team to root for, so obviously they HAD to win. That’s the only thing that’s making their win understandable. I’m not being butt hurt or anything (maybe a little..but of good reason!), I don’t mind Yosen losing, it’s how they lost, that’s what made me bothered. Because technically speaking, without the zone, Seirin would have lost. Heck they were losing throughout the whole match. I feel like the zone is too easily activated, even Murasakibara got into it as well. (Don’t get me wrong, I love it when he was in zone 😉 and it was nice to know that he like basketball afterall)

Anywho, this rant is forever long, i Just had to get it off my chest. I’m watching the 3rd season now, and I’m anticipating Akashi like theres no tomorrow. That guy freaks me out …in a good way 😉 k till, next time!

There is this friend of mine…..

Heylo again…this is gonna be another rant aha…don’t I love ranting? I do actually..lol..no really, all of my rants are all things that bother/piss me off, so yaaah, let’s begin shall we?

Now from my title, you can probably know what it’s going to be about. So obviously, I’m not going to mention any names here..but I have this one friend, I went to college with her, and throughout my 3 college years, we have gotten close. Random side note, is that my cousin told me (before I stared college) is that the people you meet in College/Uni, you will “click” with them a lot more, than ones in high school. Its because you’re in the same program, or relevant program, and you share the same interest as each other. So naturally, you bond better.

And so, I found a really good friend, who likes the same stuff as me, and even are the same personality type <- does that make sense? Like she’s shy and quiet too, like me :3

OK, so, anyways my friend graduated a year earlier than I did, (because our program had this extended version of the program and I took that one, whereas she took the shortened version) and so, for my last year, she was not in school anymore (duh) Because of that, I’ve lost in touch with her by a lot. I’m not really great at keeping in touch with people, I don’t even talk to any of my high school “friends” so, yeah, go figure.

ANyways, I try my best to keep in touch with her, because I genuinely like her as a person and good friend. We talk occasionally, but lately she hasn’t even responded any of my messages on Facebook. Or that she takes forever long to reply back…(I sound like a dude, don’t I?) And you know Facebook now, it makes it so damn obvious that someone has read your messages with that check mark sign… And also that she is active on Facebook, like I see her liking stuff and posting whatever on her wall..

Wow, I sound like a naggy and clingy person huh? 😦 Anyways, the point is, I’m just scared I will lose her as a friend. She was so nice to me, and I really felt “like myself'”, and I was comfortable whenever I am with her. Sometimes when I’m with my other friend, she just drives me crazy and my anxiety goes up the roof.

Recently I asked my college friend if she wanted to go to some Anime convention lol, and she responded shortly after saying shr would come if I would go. SO I was like, great, let’s plan for it then!..and then she stopped responding again..-_- Am I really that…boring…unintersting? >.< Sighs, anyways, that was my problem of the day (besides from the previous nuisance).

I just don’t know anymore, am I the only one feeling this way? I just feel like every single one of my friends will leave me…and who will I be then? >__< I don’t want to keep thinking of that…sighs…alright, enough of this sad crap…Imma go now… I Hope things will be brighter for me soon….