My thoughts on Kris’s Lawsuit

Hey everyone! Wow is has been a while, hasn’t it? (what else is new?) I was actually thinking about doing a video on this but then I was like..NAH- i dont know what gave me the idea that I should do a video but whatever, i’m writing this. So as you can clearly see from the title is going to be about Kris/ Wu Yifan’s Lawsuit.

PLEASE NOTE: this is my opinion and thoughts on this situation! I support fully towards both Kris and EXO! Also note that this post may be extremely messy and unorganized…i’m literally just pouring my thoughts onto here, ok? Good Now we cleared that out…lets begin shall we? Prepare for some word vomit!


So you may have heard, Kris from EXO filed a lawsuit against SM Entertainment on May 15. It stated that he wants to terminate his contract with them (meaning to end it) I remember just checking up on facebook before I went to bed and I saw that news and I literally BAWLED MY EYES OUT. (Oh and just to point out, I know I stated Luhan was main bias in EXO, but Kris crept his way into my heart VERY quickly xD Kris was now my main bias and he still is!) I was devastated. I didn’t know what to do anymore. I kept telling myself it was all a dream, but it wasn’t- it was a living nightmare. I know I probably sound so over dramatic but it literally got me so depressed. I was legit depressed, believe me. Every time I would see news/rumours about him I would cry again…i was an emotional mess.

So after a few days, Kris updated his Weibo and Instagram again I felt more at ease, almost like my soul was at rest kind of thing. It comforted me a lot, especially when he said “Wu Yifan will always be here.” *Brb gonna cry a river again* And there were other crazy rumours going around saying SM was controlling the other member’s phones and unfollowing Kris on instagram and other weird stuff like that- which turned out to be false. OK, where am I going with this..

Ever since this issue happened, the fandom has been split severely. One side ( the bigger side mind you) is all OT11 and the tiny minority, is Kris fans and there is that wee side that still hopes for OT12. Now, dont get me wrong, I would love it for Kris to go back and everyone is all happy…but would Kris be happy? I was having those thoughts during the first week of the lawsuit, “oh, i wish Kris could come back. “ “why can’t everything will be back to normal?” Well…there was always a reason for everything.

I obviously don’t know Kris personally, (i wish i did) and I know that he cares for the other members of EXO. You can see it through fancams, Showtime, pictures, interviews etc that he cares for them. A lot of people bash him and say “oh he’s selfish, how can he leave them at a critical time like now?!?!” You know there is no, “ideal time”, even if he waits after the concerts and files the lawsuit, he will still get bashed. I read somewhere that he planned to file it before April, but when the Ferry incident occurred, he was being respectful and waited a whole month after.

I also believe that that EXO cares for Kris still as well, and they miss him dearly- some more than others, especially the China-line, Suho, Baekhyun, Sehun and possibly Chanyeol. I really do think that they all were close like brothers, heck they trained together for years!

We will never know the full truth behind it all unfortunately, but from what we know right now Kris is NOT selfish, and is doing it for his own reasons- may it be health, salary or other opportunities that were denied. Some people say he doesn’t have a heart condition, which I kinda understand since Kris didn’t confirm it and that the news site that released it was known to spread stupid rumours. The thing that is fishy to me is that, why did SM reject Kris’s movie offers?  Kyungsoo (D.O) and Luhan got acting offers…but SM rejected Kris’s. That’s something i don’t understand. And filing a lawsuit because of that doesn’t make him selfish, because why would he have to put up with this if he sees other members getting offers that he couldn’t have? Kris has always wanted to act and SM flatly rejects them. The hell SM?!

Anyways, a few weeks ago, there has been a picture of Kris at a hospital in China (possibly getting a check up) and he was with mom (AWWWW ^^). Some say he was at a regular hospital, whereas some rumours say it was an hospital for the heart. But whatever he has a heart condition or not, I still see people saying terrible things about him, like, “oh i can just stand at a hospital and say that I have myocarditis blah blah blah” like, really…-_____- some of these stupid comments I see are from allkpop-there are so many trolls lurking around over there…

Oh my I don’t even know anymore, this post is just so random. OTL My final thoughts are that I highly believe that Kris loved being in EXO. Yes, he had to go through difficult times. But he managed to go right through. Kris cares for EXO and the fans and would do anything to make them happy. That’s how much of an amazing guy he is. If it wasn’t for the company, I would really think that Kris would have stayed, even for a few more years. Imagine this: EXO is in YG or another company; I can guarantee you that the company would have accepted Kris’s offers and allowed him to act within the schedule. Yes, even though Kris wanted to be an actor,  he still enjoyed performing on stage with his other brothers.    

I am with Kris and I chose to support him whatever happens. I do care and love EXO as well, but it’s still hard to see just 11 of them, and to be honest, they all have each other, Kris is…by himself. I still have mixed feelings towards this, but I have more or less “moved on”. I want Kris to be happy, so if staying with the company won’t give him happiness than I’m with him all the way for leaving. It’s really sad to think that, through and behind his beautiful smile, he was in pain, hurting deep down. Kris is not the type to share his feeling that easily, so that was probably another reason why he couldn’t express it openly to the other members.

Anyways, this post is going all over the place, I’m so sorry T.T I had it all planned in my head but then when it came to writing it was just blah…any who Please support both sides- Kris and EXO. Right now, I heard the court if trying to make Kris and SM negotiate together one more time, otherwise they will have to go into court and who knows how long that would take >__<  I am hoping for the best…whatever the best will be. ❤    


EXO- Mini rant..thing

DISCLAIMER: I am NOT a hater or a homophobic or EXO’s inner thoughts.

Alright, first off, please read the disclaimer above. This post is going to be about the “rumours” I have been hearing from tumblr, other sites etc.

So, like everyone who is obsessed with kpop groups, you have a bias, or 2..or 3..or 149038284. Mine in EXO so happens to be Luhan and Kris. Luhan is such a sweete little cutie pie you can’t even look away from that pretty face, and Kris is just..Kris lol He’s hot in his own way, you know?

Anyways, now the thing is about the EXO fandom is that A LOT of people like to ship the members with each other. Don’t get me wrong, I do that too lol, but as a fun and fangirly way. BUt then there are some people who literally make it sound like it’s “Breaking news”, if that makes any sense. So I became an Exotic not too long ago, maybe in the beginning of January 2014. When i became one, a lot of people were talking about “HunHan” and “XiuHan”. Of course being the newbie here, i was like, “is that a person?” “what is a HunHan?” I keep seeing those things everywhere! It dawned to me that it was a name for a pairing. DUH. So now that I had more info and exposure to EXO, i realized a lot of people like to ship Luhan with Sehun or Xiumin.

Now, because one of my biases is Luhan I was delighted to hear that he was a popular person to pair up with. I was happy that Luhan was playful and acting cute towards the other two members in fancams, concerts and other stuffs. But as time went on, Xiuhan has become extremely popular. On tumblr, I see pics of the two doing more stuff together, like walking off somewhere or going to get something to eat together and whatnot.

Let me put it out there. I am NOT agaisnt Xiuhan. Let me repeat, I AM NOT AGAINST XIUHAN (or whatever pairing you decided to plop Luhan into). I actually adore Luhan and Xiumin togeher, and I have nothing against Xiumin either, he’s actually kinda cute. BUT…the thing that’s bothering me is that other fans make it sound like there actually dating. You know, people make a bunch of posts, making it sound like that there an actual couple and such. LIke the disclaimer in the beginning of the post, I am also NOT a homophobic. So why does this relate to Xiuhan? Well the fact that some people make it sound like there actually Gay.

I honestly believe, Luhan is not gay. Despite that pretty face and gorgeous smile…really, I don’t think he is. He is quite manly lol (and no I don’t mean Gay guys can’t be manly ) and he just…I don’t know he kind of gives off a “Straight” feel…if thats makes sense.. And Xiumin, the same thing.  My guy friend always backhugs other guy friends and occasionally slips his arms around other guys..but guess what, he straight as a stick.   I keep seeing some people would post a bunch of gifs and pictures to prove that Xiuhan is “real”. And also this is kinda off topic, but i see fanwars between “Xiuhan” vs. “Hunhan”…I mean seriously? It’s really dumb.

Anywho, I know it’s selfish of me to think and hope that Luhan is straight, but if he was straight, I would (and many other gals out there) would have at least 0.000000000001% that could meet him and have that chance with him.  Because whereas if he was would be 0%. You see where I’m getting at?

I have no problems with Gays whatsoever, its just other people making it sound like they are, frankly, it kind of ruins the whole fandom in my opinion. I don’t mind people writing fics about them and whatnot or talking about how cute Luhan is when he held Xiumin’s hand. It’s the fact that some people would try to go and prove that they are gay. That’s the thing that really pisses me off. I mean, you don’t know them, you don’t know what they are thinking of so how can you judge them based off of what you see in those videos. I’m not saying I know them either, but it’s just people who just go on and on about it that really gets on my nerves.

Anyways, this is my opinion with this whole situation and all. This also applies with other pairings in EXO, but those ones don’t bother me as much. That is all..I don’t know if other people agree with me or not, but this is my opinion. Anywho..till next time!


Hello….wow…long time…

Hey guys, it’s been a while? I know I say that way too much  but of course, I’ve been pretty busy with school (what else is new?). But recently I have been addicted to something I thought I wouldn’t even think about going back to. I think I;m back into the kpop fandom again. -_- I surprised even myself. Wow…wordpress is so laggy…

Anyways, the new boyband that I’m currently obsessing is……..EXO!! Let’s just say I had a really hard time avoiding them, and just accepted that I am now an Exotic and it’s going to be a looooong time for me to get over it 🙂 I have 2 biases… LUHAN AND KRIS!!♥ Yeah Luhan is such a cutie, omg his face… so adorable. And Kris is so…charismatic and cool lol makes me heart flutter hehe 


But there is something that kinda bugs me now and then about them, but that will be in the next post!! 🙂Image <— look at that face!!! aaaaaaaahhhh♥


Image  <— and there’s Kris! Chinese-Canadian pride!! ^^